| Saturday i stumbled to the end of the earth and discovered sanity and existance, and to my relief the idea that there is actually nothing to fear. Even if that moment was one of the most frightening experiences of ly life. To poke my head out the other end 15 minutes later felt like being washed clean of all my doubts, as though i was being created again just to realise the best way to approach life. Bogas or not. im still deciding. i clearly remember earning my dog tags. the tiny snail shell that pulled a few things into perspective. the frightened man telling himself that he didn't sit on the cat and a young boy whose presence generated positive energy, which earlier was sucked dry from the room thanks to the frightened man. ......I take solace in the company of friends. Those near and far away. i need their words and moments like i need confirmation, affirmation, experience, experimentation, new journeys, adventures, distractions. .......I've been thinking a lot lately about communal living. sharing space and life with strangers. like minded people. survival. simple. basic. no complications. just the simple act of living. forming connections. the inner journey. without focus on the outer, the temporary, the fleeting. for which, an enduring purpose, i cannot discover. |
